The obligatory, recurring ex-boyfriend dream

Type: dream imagery (non-lucid)
It's strange; the dream I had last night I know was very long and very detailed, but I only remember the tiniest elements.

Anyone who knows me knows that, though I ended the relationship with my first official boyfriend (it lasted around three years, off and on) almost three years ago, I still dream about the little twink almost twice a week. Possibly more, but I don't remember all of them. The dreams are almost always anxiety dreams, and usually feature him cheating on me right in front of my face as if I am not standing there -- in the dreams we are still dating.

I don't. Like. These dreams. And I would love to be rid of them. It's like my subconscious just isn't over him yet.

So last night I remember that the setting was a giant department store, and he, myself, and an ex-coworker I always despised were there, and we had something important that we were doing but I can't recall exactly what. I don't know who I stuck to but generally I was with one or the other of the two, and at one point I remember diving off a balcony to escape something, catching myself on a lower balcony, running around the perimeter of the ledge and jumping back in through a window.

No part of the dream was happy, but other than the crazy acts of daring-do, I don't recall anything too outlandish. The previous nights, I have not remembered anything concrete. Sorry about the lack of detail, but this is all that I can remember.

-M.